time and kin
a desire for the experience of time
the impossibility of a future in a totalizing system
an effect | control <-> capture
the function of the system is impossibility
kin is a function of discriminating mind

there is a sense that this is a false life
there is a sense that mind is technology
that mind may only be conceptualized as technology
a kind of life
a hatred of life
nearest to the furthest away
kin | thinking
the soft sentence breathless
the double life | left – the love of left
moment | and another

the dream of flowers | flowers and leaving
a dream of flight | a talisman for that force
the force of dreaming or the force of flying
modulation paths
wind palms down the tall grass and a woman – a thin tiny woman – asks a question – a space once occupied now empty and still – what life the air moving – night – and another day – birds beyond the glass sing it away – what life the water pooling – emptier than now – now emptier still